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Well today is just another normal day. Nothing much happen.. I am now enjoying my attachment and school. next week i will be going to india for Youth expedition project np. So i am going to be there for two weeks. So any messages cannot be recived by me as i will very far from singapore.. Ouh yah although it is already late, i hope u guys had a good hari raya celebration but for me i didnt have a good one.. cannot go out with friends due to attachment.. i waiting for it to end.. well peeps.. good night and have a good day tmrw..

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I am feeling very miserable this day although it is not showing.. My poly life is turning bad... I am going crazy... I feel like alone eventhough i have friends.. Hah i am so helpless.. I nid help... I cant handle this... Nothing happen in poly actually but just that something doesnt feel right... really not right I gotta live with it then... I really really feel miserable.... 

Hello..... Just back from cohesion nite at HQ NCC... So tired... It was a bit boring.. OKAY i admit it that it was super boring to me because everyone wasnt sporting so we SOP team ended up looking stupid... But we didnt give up and asked the DJ to put it back on and put wat back on??? Well Lady gaga bad romance...  AND fahmy was dancing like crazy because that is his favourite song... So we join in and when it was KPOP song then everyone was like searching for me to dance to the song.. haha... SO it was a bit crazy in the middle part but it was getting a bit draggy and boring after that.. The dance part was draggy and end up all of us went home at 12am+++ haiya... SO that is the last cohesion i will be going i guess because it end so late and i hate to go home late... ouh yah i also won a lucky draw and it is an adidas Water Bottle... Yahoo.. so nice leh... I won 6th place.. First time to win an award... So on the way home i kept thinking of the fastest way to get home.. SO I somehow manage to get charles to agree on taking taxi at bb... So much for psychology...But in the end we took taxi from Bukit gombak since it is the nearest... THE SOP TEAM ROCKSSSSS>>>> Will miss them when school start because we are scare we cant commit due to education.... HMMM hope we will stay as a crew aite.... 

Hello all today was a tiring day for me again.. To went to the bank then lined up then went to take photos then went to NCC school training and the first thing i do is Pissed off one of the Specs. It was a new experience and it was evil TOO evil.. After the training went to KFC at BB central to meet up with Charles, Taufiq and Shari. Actually i wanted to get my JVSS camp thing from Charles but then it failed again i have been remembering it but when we meet then i forgot to take it from him... walaowei....... So this friday night i have a cohesion at hq and the theme is masquerade.. lol gonna wear masks.... Blacky and white theme for me...Yahoo cant wait....

What should I DO today... I am freaking in no mood today.. Everything i do doesnt go well. Even my plan to sleep early id disrupted... Ice cream make my day by temporary only... Hais now my stomach is upset.. I am upset... Just got no mood in doing anything.. WANNA SLEEP SLEEEPPP and rest............. bTW CHARLES THANKS FOR DINNER>>>>>>>>>>>>>..... lol.. I have such good friends.......ahha.. NITE NITE>>>

Well well well.. CAMPS CAMPS CAMPS... TRAINFIRE TRAINFIRE TRAINFIRE.... IMT IMT IMT..... TRAININGS TRAININGS TRAININGS...This is wat i do to fill up my wasted time. haha... SO i am now waiting for the poly mail but they nvr send it out till now. I think next month will surely get... I cant wait.. Well it's been long since i have updated my blog.. Well wat should i say... HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM......

well just saw a cockroach...( after 8mins) the cockroach is dead now.. Haish now talking to teik wei/charles as usual.. Talk about rubbish stuffs and such.. Well tmrw going to bb sec then jurongville..

then on saturday it is a day of fun filled action... hahaha.. Wanna go eat.. wanna go watch.. wanna go talk.. wanna go enjoy..... Well these day i have been quite buzy with NCC... 

Well yesterday i met Israfel and the rest of the geng. haha. Long time nvr meet them.. haha so happy to meet them so i lepak with them for a while and went home at 7+ because i  was to tired to hang out. So went home and slept till 10.30 am this morning.. haha.. So that is all bic boi.. Like a somboooooooooooDEE... ahah.. 

............Spending Time thinking thinking thinking..........

So I think i am losing some friends already. I need to find a way to get to them back but now all bz with work.. Haish..... SO i only got my cadet officers to depend on..... Lukily there is them if not i will be too lonely and not social.... I missed my close pal, ex-wife, my husband stealer, gatal girls and boys and etc... haha.... So lately I've been trying to get to be close to them again but i dont know whether it worked or not... So many things happen to me and i dont even know whether it is real or fake.. It was like just a dream!!! Fantasy!!!! Fairy!!! lol haha.... So recently i have been watching all these gory and scary movie and i dont know why... People see me as sadistic person after i told wat i watch everyday..... Haha i am not scared of gory stuff already... Gory gory gory... So i got lots of story to tell my best friend but we have no time to meet.. Well today has been a very tiring day for me.. It is my PMS day... haha... I am not a girl but it is just the day i will blow up even for a small fault... Haish been having this personality lately... Maybe i am to stress.......Haish... OKay that is all... SO i just wanna say that i missed my school friends...

!!!!!!!!!!GAH!!!!!!!!!

So this week has been good for me and tiring lol but the tiring is in the good... Talked to all my long lost friend.. Okay not long but onl 2 weeks or 1 month. Hmmmmm... I guess that is long.... So talk to my best Friend for about 5 hours... haha.. Had fun doing psychology stuff and personality talk... SO tomorrow will be meeting again... Ouh i mean today haha.. SO going lot one becos got SHInee.haha..gonna not miss this.. HAha see u guys soon buddy.. And ouh i got into POly.. NGee Ann poly and i think my course will be fun hehe.. SO see you guys somewhere or here aite.. Gd nite and have a great day today aite..

 

More work for me...

GOsh now i have two blogs to handle and email and calls... AHHHH!!!!! I nid to handle NCC west blog and all the posting thingy.. I hope i can cope with it.. First task is the camp and train fire thingy.. Wah this is tiresome i guess i will be backing out the YOG thingy becos it totally waste my time.. Nid to go for selection.... HAis..... 

Well the O'lvl result are out yesterday and i've pass but I am not satisfied with the result as i expect english to be better but it turn out worse. Becos of my english result it made me hard to enter a business course so all i could take is all biomed, maritime, engineering, Pharmaceutical. SO i decided to take on anything that have to do with Health Science. I am thankful though that i get this kind of result. Thanks to all my friends for supporting me during the exam period.. Zarinah, Yi zhang Helped me alot in the subject that i am weak at like Science and POA.... Lukily i was able to go through the science and poa paper. Humanities was a surprised and MT too.. It is not a waste that i retook my MT paper... ANd it was not regretful to avoid someone and something during the period of my O-lvl because with me hanging out the diff kind of friends i was able to study well.. I am not saying that my other friend is not good or will make me fail but it just that I think that was for my own good... You know wat they are like.... Thanks everyone for helping me and supporting me to produce this kind of result. Kamsa Hamida!!!

I has been so long since I've posted on this blog... New year came last week and i wasn't excited.. So spent a lot of time at home becos of my migraine.. It came back... Today migraine was a bad one but i ate my bro paracetamol and become drowsy then i was disturbed by AZEANA call in the middle of my struggling... And she called me just to tell me she was eating the spaghetti and chicken chop.. I was craving that to lol.. Nvm this wed i will come and eat... I cant wait for next mon, this wed and Sat gonna have lotta fun... So that is all i have for today...