Sunday, May 31, 2009

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Meet-The-Parent Session ANd YEsterday

Yesterday me and azy met Aisha at vivo. Really nervous to meet her at first even though only for a while. Bought her two box Of chocolate. And i promise her something bout seoul Garden. Can't wait. haha.. But yesterday at Azy house was more funny as her mother complain to me about lots of stuff. Hais so many thing she want to complain to me. Now Azy still want to find out who is SYI. SO SYI dont say a word. haha she still dont know. haha. So bored at home. Wanna go out but cannot. I hope tmrw can go out. Todae whole day eat eat eat Kpop Kpop Kpop. Whole day of these two things. I am already being like korean. Dont know why but as day passes by my behaviour changes. Can you imagine when i say sorry i bow to that person alot of times. But wait a minute. THe mEEt the parent session was great and yANI Gatal eh. SHe is the Happiest girl in the universe today. Back to the topic Korean. I dont want to be like them at all ahah. But somehow i am turning into one. hais..... So two more days till O'Lvl Malay..... haha. Peace out. I dont wanna be without u girl.

Last Farewell Big Bang


Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Great!!

Todae actually i really had a great time in school with friends. They really made my day todae. Well tmrw gonna have a debate and i am scared ah cause i dont have any points yet...haiss help me. Cant wait for thursday watching the uninvited.hehehehe....

Monday, May 25, 2009

Yahoo!!!

I got you Not a friend..... HAhah the song really wrong leh. I dont want a man. haha. BTw the ncc camp really sucks and i cried on the second day becos i was very tired like hell and then tears start to roll down my cheeks i cant help to control it so just keep on crying. Wah first time i cried bcos was to tired. well enough of that. Todae was okay okay. Didnt talk much actually. but actually talk much lah. This thursday going for a movie with yani . THE UNINVITED. yahoo.. I cant wait. haha. Everything is still not okay. Maybe i should get far away from them. Yah that is the only solution to heal me... I am damn tired right now but still hanging on just to wait for my bro to come home.. My life is so bored that cannot this cannot. Why cant i do bad things hah. Hais.. Am i to decent. I wish to change my look todae hahaa. Oh oh love is funny Oh i like you honey. This is getting bored.....Lalalala cant wait till the movie starts... 

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Lalalala

Hais so stress ah nowadays. Now add to the exam papers i can die leh. Todae was a fun day for me. Very fun spend time with Zarinah in class and taught azy, Yani, Yunis and dilla new trick. Numbers magic. All excited like hell one. I have doing this hand action and i ask alot of people wat that hand movement and they all answer six but it was actually a dance step of dynamite and it represent dynamite. haha. Had many Fun todae and i cant wait for the camp. Actually planning to go out of camp on the sat and watch late nite movie with Rejab but no $$$$ ahaha Since the alot wil be going out on the saturday so i really hope to go out too. Hahaha. happy happy but now lets go to the sad side..

 U have broken this promise u told me. I will not forget it. U say that this will not happen but now all that i could say is "I TOLD YOU SO". Everything that u said wont happen is happening now. I dont have any words to describe this already. U are really something.....................

This is the video that the dynamite hand thingy


Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Yo Yo Yo!!!

Everything is not fine. These few days have been bad days for me and ahead also might seen as a bad day to me. I have been disturbed by something that should not happen. If u guys notice me that i am not my own self a totally emo person. Been thinking alot bout stuff until i cant react to my own world. I really got problems but it is too personal for me to talk to my friends even to my friend that i trust the most. Wateva i do i nid to keep this to myself. Really hard though. I wrote this to explain any doubt bout me and my attitude for these past days. Wah i am really damn... Wah i feel like shouting to the whole world. HAha but i nid to really control myself and this stupid thing. First time to have this anger and something.... Makes me lose my concentration. Shit i am going to lose it. Wat to do?????

Monday, May 18, 2009

Plan B

Yay Plan A is a success Now its time for plan B. Hais stress exam exam exam. Stress lot of stress exam and ehem ehem...... My exam grade confirm fall seh. Everything changes after today i guess. So going on with my plan. Long plan ahead i think got until plan G haha. Tmrw s Science paper 3 so not much to study. Just now chat with DIDI and i think he really nids help in his studies and maybe i was thinking of teaching him someday. That will be good. I treat Azy family as my own. Am I Right kembar? haha. So now i nid to get back to my plan. Nitey nite.....

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Change of song!!

New song KPOP Mashup all the 2009 top but from Jan To May only. Tmrw Exam again so must get in the mood again. Hais planned lots of thing but in the end everything failed. So just gonna act normal. Not normal though.. Hahaa nvm hope u enjoy the new music that i have post...

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Presenting Davichi My Man

Alone!

So todae gonna spent my whole day at home. Doing this.... WATCH 2PM IDOL SHOW.hahaah. I think that something gonna happen at somewhere to someone haha. Hope dont get embarassed. GOing at the same place at the same time and at the same date hahahaha. All out enjoying while me left out again. SO sad right well I am use to it. ALONE ALONE ALONE. 

Friday, May 15, 2009

Don't Trust Me

Rule of the game: On your Ipod and switch it to shuffle mode. Answer the question with the title and artist that your Ipod is playing.When answering a new question,press next on your Ipod player. MUST BE HONEST.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- Bella Luna by Jason Mraz (Who is this bella luna??)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Cinta Jangan Dinanti by St12 (Well that is too straightforward)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Closer by Neyo (Well closer to who?? I dont know!!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- Ketahuan by MattaBand (What must I find out?)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- Sorry Sorry by SuperJunior (I guess i will forgive everyone that hurt me)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Womanizer by Britney Spears (Well i guess that was last time haha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
- Bottle Pop by PCD (Wat does that mean?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Full Service by New Kid On The Block (Any service anyone??)

WHAT IS 2+2?
- Dilema by Intan Nuraini (I guess the math paper made me in a dilema)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND/s?
- Metal Vs Dugem by Project Pop (Both Different i guess?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- A Night To Remember by HSM Cast (I really nid that i think)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Cinta Sampai Disini by D'MASIV (This is Unappropriate)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Ah by AfterSchool (What does that mean?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Lolli Lolli by Three 6 Mafia (EEWW DIrty MInded man)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- Right Now by Akon (Are they gonna do something to me?)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Halo by Beyonce (WTH)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Maybe by Jay Sean (lukily its maybe and not poker face like adilla one ahha)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Apologize by One Republic (Told u i'm gonna apologize everyone)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- Saat Terakhir by St12 (Seperated?? Oh Graduation)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
- Tell Me by Wonder Girls (Tell me wat?)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
- I Fell In Love With The DJ by Chenelle (Wow!!I died in a time when i fell in love?)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
- Cari Pacar Lagi by ST12 (I dont have one yet so how to have another?)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH
- I Hate You by 2PM (Weird huh)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
- Live Your Life by Rihanna (True enough living is tough)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
- The Way She Move by Zion feat Akon (Wow it is a good sign i think)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
- O.G. by Florida (WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
- Everyone Nose by N.E.R.D (Well Everyone knows who rite!)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
- Make It Mine by Jason Mraz (Make her mine)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
- If U Seek Amy by Britney (Wait wait who is Amy?)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- Don't Trust Me by 3OH!3 (muahahaha)

HAIs All over again..

Again and again and again... And sorry sorry sorry to somebody for not being able to help and i thing i was like hiding in my shell this whole time. Hais i feel so bad of myself. Wat should i do? Todae i was thinking bout this the whole day and my mood change if u notice during reccess till the end of the day todae. It wasnt me in my thought. Something is happening again and i should just sit back and watch haha.... I hope that they all have fun later on and tmrw and the two days after this. While me sit here just doing my own thing. Well i guess everyone is in their own world and i should make my own world and be in it myself. I wont change again. Wah this is so hard. I cannot tahan ah.... Lukily mid year is finishing but trust my stress is not about the exam......

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Problems

I am really facing problems right now. I really dont know wat to do rite. My sickness still havent cured yet. Having alot of fever recently and still having one now. I dont really know wat to do. Will they be angry at me. I really cant help any one rite now. These seems very hard for me.. Someone HELP ME!!!!

Monday, May 11, 2009

Bored at home, Happy B'dae, Presenting Son Dambi saturday night and After School diva..

Hey change song in the track got 3 song but 1 song is new. The title is sorry sorry. Nice song leh.. Wah so bored at home and my friends are all out celebrating without me Puhuu. Wah so bad eh. How much longer can i tahan dis boredsome. Can die eh. Soon i will be like a crazy person ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. Cannot tahan lol. KK hope that they have fun todae....

Happy 18th B'dae and Presenting After school-Diva and also Son Dambi- Saturday night

Muaahahaha. Todae is this boy on top Birthday. His name is Jinister/Koh Azul/Zulfakar/Zul. Happy 18th Birthday. This guy that is my bestie dah besar pun at last. He is sad right now cause i still havent wish him b'dae yet becos I'am following my plan. haha. Wait for tmrw. So sad rite when ur Closest friend never wish u happy b'dae on your b'dae. I just make it look like i dont care. ahaha.... Well HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ZUL!!!! He wont be able to read this post bcos now he seldom plays computer ahaha....... Ouh kluar tak ajak aku eh Zul nanti kau besok.... UPSET!!!!!





Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Presenting 2PM Again And Again

Confession Of The ..........

Well well well. Last time i wrote the book Spirit coin part 1 only. Sorry for not being able to bring out part 2 of the story as i forgotten bout the story. So i cant possible write anyhow. Now i am writing a new book. Not horror or anything but the title is Confession Of the Single Guy. Haha this book is written by me haha of course lah i wrote it. So just started off just now and still got a long way to go and maybe i will let u guys read the book that i wrote by graduation nite. Maybe... It is going to be a good book. No Complicated words use and also this book is no copied from any place okay. All written by me. Wah i like writing books and stories but i dont like to do composition. How pathetic i think becos i dont use SVA in writing my own book but in compo need to follow all the stupid SVA and rules like tenses all that. So two on thursday is MID YEAR. yahoo. So wait for my book release yah............ **** Anyeong ***

Sunday, May 03, 2009

Another sick day!!!!

Wah seems like everyday i watch korean Idol Show Season 3. The show is very funny ahha. So todae sick again but my temperature is low not so high i think i will be okay by tmrw. Confirm one lah. So haven touch a single hmwk actually. No enough energy to think and do actually so spend my time resting. Can't wait to start school tmrw and exams is this thursday and i am not ready. haisss.... Nid money money money.... That is all i can say bout todae...

Wah wat is this intense feeling??

Wah wat is this feeling. Well just eaten panadol and now i have this weird feeling like jealous feeling like tat. Wat is this my heart is pounding hard and my minds is thinking something that i shouldnt have to think about. Wat is this feeling. I always get this feeling these days. I am not jealous or anything like that but this intense feeling is really like jealous. Trust me this is not my side effect of the meds. KK i am not going to bed bcos i cant actually and i am having cold sweat right now.. I think iam going to do something to make me sweat cause sweating can be a remedy to fever i think.. hais gotta try it. I think i will survive the nite. Nite Nite. I really miss these two people.....

Saturday, May 02, 2009

Still Sick

Well just finish talking to aze and my current temperature is low low low. 37.3 can la rite. Well i get to chat With that somebody for a while just now tau Aze haha. Good luck ah on your date haha. Ade orang tu interested cot. Kan best ade nie sume. Aku tak pernah experience pun. Sape tah nak give me that experience ah aze??? Dah lah i want to sleep. Sorry i have to post some of it in malay. Well just now was sleeping than was awake by my twin sis msg. So i called to ask wat is up and my step mother said that i will be married in 4 months time. Then i told her see first lol. haha.. I really nid help rite now. Sick Sick but still dont want to sleep. Got trouble with sleeping actually...

Still Sicky Sicky....

Well I am officially still sick. Fever!!! not swine flu. Great i didnt even went to the doctor todae. Still i survive and my temperature this morning was like 38.5 degress. Yah u know it. Shocking!!! much So then rejab called me to go to work this morning. But my answer to him is only "ask zul y i cant make it". I was tired and he was shouting at me but i just answer clamly bcos no energy mah. So now my temp is 37.6 gone down a little so all i have to do is just live the day with this fever. Lazy lazy lazy, Tired tired tired. My body all shivering. I hope i will be okay by monday. So todae they worked at punggol. Wah i was excited but when i got this fever i feel sad bcos i am not be able to join. Sorry to rejab btw. I have no energy to do my hmwk at all. So maybe i'll just skip eng and do some others like mt only. The paper which dont required much thinking. So I off to bed. Took panadol just now so now drowsy so drowsy. I just hope that this fever will go away. 

Friday, May 01, 2009

Sicky Sicky

Well i was excited bout tmrw work. But i suddenly got a fever!!!! wth!!! SO sad... At first i was scared becos of the swine flu but i haven go doctor yet tmrw then going. So nid to cancel my job and that will be hard for them to find people to replace me. I am truly sori ah zul and rejab and Too is i'll get the thing somehow. I will help to do something. so dont worry. Now nid to take panadol and not off to bed but to talk to someone. wah my nose is so irritating ah...... Why all this must happen!!??? I hope it is not swine flu...

lalalala..

Well depressed can say so. haha. Yesterday help to solve some of my friend problem. So got home late and get scolded by my mom haha. So that was normal. So tmrw got work yay. I have watch JANGAN TEGUR and THE X-MEN ORIGIN: WOLVERINE. Both movie was great haha. Watch both on the same day actually. Wah sec 5 is hard and no fun game. Once u lose it, u will lose it. Haha. So yesterday planning to call someone but my twin sister don't let me call that someone. So sad haha. My twin sis can call him but i cant call her. Not fair. ahah. So yesterday slept with my homework all over the bed. Actually planned to finish it all in one night then i just fall asleep. haha. Pp8 out and no money to buy new one so just msg me if anything kk. Wah Is really have lots of problem haha.. We are there for you..