Alot have happen>>>>>>

Well last sunday i was suppose to work at ritz carlton hotel as a photographer for prostage wedding event but instead i became a co-ordinator. Hais alot to do and i got less sitting and resting. GOt one time the dancers only have 5-15 min to change up for their second performance but instead they took about 25 min and i contact them but to but their walkie talkie bat was weak. So the host was asking me to hurry up so i went out of the ballroom and went to look for them and there they are waiting for the lift. Haiss so many thing to remember, handle and do. First timer duhh. So something happen to those who are working that day at sembawang. Two of the prostage were slacking and we get complain. The kompang also cockup and was ask to compensate the money that is $500. Haiss doing this job is no easy task. SO i joined the tarian. Waiting for training cant wait. I can catch dance step fast becos i am a fast learner. But i feel bad because i was not there to cheer up this person bcos i was working. This person suffers when i meet the person at the meeting point i get to say hello and the persom eyes was different and the person didnt act like the person always do. The one think that i feel bad about myself is not to be able to cheer him up and also to say goodbye to the person. Haiissss i hope you're okay. Zul sry for not being there aite. THen today b4 i want to use this comp i have a very weird feeling. DOnt know wat is it. So i hope to have good futures and also hope that everyone will pass their N-LVL.

Nothing Better TO do..

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far.
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

SOme quotes and lyrics from the story A Walk To Remember. It is such a beautiful story and i watched it over and over again but once every year bcos the movie remind me of something. Hope u guys also have watch it b4.

I read other people blogs and well some of the blogs are dealing with love life, Friendship and some just got nothing better to post.

This week is a buzy week for me.

I hope zul is not mad at me for suddenly changing my mind about the job.

This sunday is gonna a big day for me.

Everyone seem to be bz with their own things now.

N-Lvl result coming out on the 18 of December. (Mr Mustafa told me just now)

Today there is a school open house but i am not going to take care of my sick mother.

Some people having to much problem and some people dont.

Trying for interview with fee, zul and az at IKEA.

Is, mimi and kencek interview for jobs at bukit timah IKEA but from wat i know there is no IKEA at bukit timah but there is only COURTS.

Lucks to all those who just gone for any interview.

Hope u'll get the job.

I'm Lost rite now.

I feel like having a tarot card or read fate thingy.

It is kinda cool.

I dont believe it but i just wanna do it for fun.

Could this get any worser.

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

Hope that everything could be like old times again.

That could happen if there is only a miracle.

Secretsss

I cant believe it when i hear it. Is it the truth but I truly believe this person. Guess secrets are not meant to be secrets bcos one day it will be unveiled by some ppl or themselves. Wah i know all my family and friends secrets and life but they dont know mine. My family doesnt know me when i am outside and my friends even you who are reading dont know me when i am at home. My personality changes when i am at home and outside with friends. Totally different personality. Guess now all of you are truly curious how do i live my life. My parents and siblings dont know my friends outside all the smokers, Naughty and more is just a secret of my own and nobody knows and my family thinks that i have very little friends. Its true tat i know how to handle my secret very well. Everything tat i say and do to you guys is planned b4 hand. Like if u ask this, well i got the answer in my brain. So sometime what i may say is fake and some may be true remember this some only is true but who know. Only i knoe. Well where did i get all my money from? How i got money? do i work? just started working also... So that all is my secret. No one knows me better and and most of all no one know all and everything about me. All of u only know not even half about me i think u guys only know about a quarter. This message to everyone of u either very close to mee or my enemy. No one knows the real me that is the real deal. Try asking me but you will or never get the true answer. Maybe only............

Guess my LIFE is MYSTERIOUS........

Something that i am feeling right now

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Amin's and Kencek's b'dae outing/camping and something

Well the b'dae outing was great and i survive both night and morning but some didnt. Hahaha. Here is the full story. So first i went to azeana's place to collect the tent. wait a minute b4 going there i bake 26 choc cupcakes and they are superb and delicious. So then after collecting the tents i went over to Zul's crip to put my stuff at his home. Then went to Frisay Prayers and gosh we were so late haiss... See ah Zul who ask to shower very late. haha. Then after that went back to his crips to collect my item and his item and also to wait for him to slice the sushi. So slow. Then Mimi came up and them sat with him. Talk rubbish with him. Then after that called evon asking her who will be comin so she told me that some girls are comin. So went to 505 and then sat there till 5 while the time was 3 when i was at 505. So early right. So waited and waited. Oh i forget about my hp batt. Well i charge it from 11.30 - 12.30 but my batt is still missing one bar and after the prayers it only left with 2 bars haiss.. So back to the story. Waited for so long for all of them.... Wow to my surprise the no of people is more than i expected and the food not enough. SO collected $2 from everybody to buy food and drinks. So walk to bb mrt and then straight to pasir ris and our campsite. Haisss my group were lost at pasir ris just dont know how to get to our pit haha. So Is's group reach already but didnt saw my group so they thought they are at the wrong place and then they move somewhere then after a shortwhile my group arrive and then we set the tent. Soon Is's group also arrive and get rdy the fishing equipment. My group handle tent and food while Is's Group handle the fishing. So at nite they go fishing until the next morning and the survivor is only me, kencek, Aizat and firdaus. So little ppl well i was bored to death actually. Then at 5 am kencek wanted to buy rokok but never get pass haha. So the others was like asking me to buy but i didnt haha. SO kencek went to mac while we sit at a table at other place. Waited for kencek to bring food. And u know wat we 4 share a mcmufin and i guess i get the smaller portion. Well that all i have to tell. wait there is more. Never mind next time i tell u guys.hahaha.

Guess my LIFE can be too SECRETIVE and too SUSPICIOUS........

Roses picture taken on my own

my cousin Wedding

Congratz to both the bride and the groom. Fizah & Airi. The wedding was great and this is only two of the picture there will be more soon. I will post about more of it on the next post....