Hello..... Just back from cohesion nite at HQ NCC... So tired... It was a bit boring.. OKAY i admit it that it was super boring to me because everyone wasnt sporting so we SOP team ended up looking stupid... But we didnt give up and asked the DJ to put it back on and put wat back on??? Well Lady gaga bad romance...  AND fahmy was dancing like crazy because that is his favourite song... So we join in and when it was KPOP song then everyone was like searching for me to dance to the song.. haha... SO it was a bit crazy in the middle part but it was getting a bit draggy and boring after that.. The dance part was draggy and end up all of us went home at 12am+++ haiya... SO that is the last cohesion i will be going i guess because it end so late and i hate to go home late... ouh yah i also won a lucky draw and it is an adidas Water Bottle... Yahoo.. so nice leh... I won 6th place.. First time to win an award... So on the way home i kept thinking of the fastest way to get home.. SO I somehow manage to get charles to agree on taking taxi at bb... So much for psychology...But in the end we took taxi from Bukit gombak since it is the nearest... THE SOP TEAM ROCKSSSSS>>>> Will miss them when school start because we are scare we cant commit due to education.... HMMM hope we will stay as a crew aite.... 

Hello all today was a tiring day for me again.. To went to the bank then lined up then went to take photos then went to NCC school training and the first thing i do is Pissed off one of the Specs. It was a new experience and it was evil TOO evil.. After the training went to KFC at BB central to meet up with Charles, Taufiq and Shari. Actually i wanted to get my JVSS camp thing from Charles but then it failed again i have been remembering it but when we meet then i forgot to take it from him... walaowei....... So this friday night i have a cohesion at hq and the theme is masquerade.. lol gonna wear masks.... Blacky and white theme for me...Yahoo cant wait....

What should I DO today... I am freaking in no mood today.. Everything i do doesnt go well. Even my plan to sleep early id disrupted... Ice cream make my day by temporary only... Hais now my stomach is upset.. I am upset... Just got no mood in doing anything.. WANNA SLEEP SLEEEPPP and rest............. bTW CHARLES THANKS FOR DINNER>>>>>>>>>>>>>..... lol.. I have such good friends.......ahha.. NITE NITE>>>

Well well well.. CAMPS CAMPS CAMPS... TRAINFIRE TRAINFIRE TRAINFIRE.... IMT IMT IMT..... TRAININGS TRAININGS TRAININGS...This is wat i do to fill up my wasted time. haha... SO i am now waiting for the poly mail but they nvr send it out till now. I think next month will surely get... I cant wait.. Well it's been long since i have updated my blog.. Well wat should i say... HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM......

well just saw a cockroach...( after 8mins) the cockroach is dead now.. Haish now talking to teik wei/charles as usual.. Talk about rubbish stuffs and such.. Well tmrw going to bb sec then jurongville..

then on saturday it is a day of fun filled action... hahaha.. Wanna go eat.. wanna go watch.. wanna go talk.. wanna go enjoy..... Well these day i have been quite buzy with NCC... 

Well yesterday i met Israfel and the rest of the geng. haha. Long time nvr meet them.. haha so happy to meet them so i lepak with them for a while and went home at 7+ because i  was to tired to hang out. So went home and slept till 10.30 am this morning.. haha.. So that is all bic boi.. Like a somboooooooooooDEE... ahah.. 

............Spending Time thinking thinking thinking..........

So I think i am losing some friends already. I need to find a way to get to them back but now all bz with work.. Haish..... SO i only got my cadet officers to depend on..... Lukily there is them if not i will be too lonely and not social.... I missed my close pal, ex-wife, my husband stealer, gatal girls and boys and etc... haha.... So lately I've been trying to get to be close to them again but i dont know whether it worked or not... So many things happen to me and i dont even know whether it is real or fake.. It was like just a dream!!! Fantasy!!!! Fairy!!! lol haha.... So recently i have been watching all these gory and scary movie and i dont know why... People see me as sadistic person after i told wat i watch everyday..... Haha i am not scared of gory stuff already... Gory gory gory... So i got lots of story to tell my best friend but we have no time to meet.. Well today has been a very tiring day for me.. It is my PMS day... haha... I am not a girl but it is just the day i will blow up even for a small fault... Haish been having this personality lately... Maybe i am to stress.......Haish... OKay that is all... SO i just wanna say that i missed my school friends...

!!!!!!!!!!GAH!!!!!!!!!

So this week has been good for me and tiring lol but the tiring is in the good... Talked to all my long lost friend.. Okay not long but onl 2 weeks or 1 month. Hmmmmm... I guess that is long.... So talk to my best Friend for about 5 hours... haha.. Had fun doing psychology stuff and personality talk... SO tomorrow will be meeting again... Ouh i mean today haha.. SO going lot one becos got SHInee.haha..gonna not miss this.. HAha see u guys soon buddy.. And ouh i got into POly.. NGee Ann poly and i think my course will be fun hehe.. SO see you guys somewhere or here aite.. Gd nite and have a great day today aite..

 

More work for me...

GOsh now i have two blogs to handle and email and calls... AHHHH!!!!! I nid to handle NCC west blog and all the posting thingy.. I hope i can cope with it.. First task is the camp and train fire thingy.. Wah this is tiresome i guess i will be backing out the YOG thingy becos it totally waste my time.. Nid to go for selection.... HAis..... 

Well the O'lvl result are out yesterday and i've pass but I am not satisfied with the result as i expect english to be better but it turn out worse. Becos of my english result it made me hard to enter a business course so all i could take is all biomed, maritime, engineering, Pharmaceutical. SO i decided to take on anything that have to do with Health Science. I am thankful though that i get this kind of result. Thanks to all my friends for supporting me during the exam period.. Zarinah, Yi zhang Helped me alot in the subject that i am weak at like Science and POA.... Lukily i was able to go through the science and poa paper. Humanities was a surprised and MT too.. It is not a waste that i retook my MT paper... ANd it was not regretful to avoid someone and something during the period of my O-lvl because with me hanging out the diff kind of friends i was able to study well.. I am not saying that my other friend is not good or will make me fail but it just that I think that was for my own good... You know wat they are like.... Thanks everyone for helping me and supporting me to produce this kind of result. Kamsa Hamida!!!

I has been so long since I've posted on this blog... New year came last week and i wasn't excited.. So spent a lot of time at home becos of my migraine.. It came back... Today migraine was a bad one but i ate my bro paracetamol and become drowsy then i was disturbed by AZEANA call in the middle of my struggling... And she called me just to tell me she was eating the spaghetti and chicken chop.. I was craving that to lol.. Nvm this wed i will come and eat... I cant wait for next mon, this wed and Sat gonna have lotta fun... So that is all i have for today...

Today was great.. Well yesterday was great too.. Whole day till late morning spend chatting and convo with Aze and Zul.. Although Zul slept half way but i was still Satisfy becos i was missing both of them badly.. We three have video conversation and it was a complicated process. haha.. Then after zul offline or sleep, me and aze play games on the massenger as usual. I sang while playing those games... So New year is coming soon and i think 2010 is going to be a wonderful year.. I hOPE.... So i am really missing my school friends.... Long time nvr go out together.... hais... I hope i will see them soon... Really soon i guess like maybe tmrw!!! Haha that is all i have for today..

After all my KPOP songs at last i am slowly getting back to hearing my ENglish songs. Thanks to Jay Sean song which captured my attention now i got all the new english songs.. Back to the old me to find the future trends....

Watch My Course Syndicate Performance.. I am the Formation And dance commander. I copied this dance haha from the respective Dance MV. With the help of the PC( Parade Commander) as my partner in the dance..

INTRO

DANCE

REHEARSAL

Finally Yesterday was My Cadet Officer Course POP.. I was so Happy but sad at the same times becos wont be able to spend days and nights will fellow TULANG.. haha.. Wont be hearing to Rahman's "eh irritating eh" and " aduh sakit"(in four different language)... No more Weekend dance performance rehersal... Eating at bagus at IMM for lunch of JP for diner... Wah everything we did together is all a past already.... THe first day of the Course i felt like quitting but the bond between TULANG made me hang in there and i did survive.. The test where we must teach in front of the cadets officers I taught them how to cook spaghetti.... The Sir was asking all the pasta thingy and i answered it well. haha.. So now i really am into NCC since my rank is one up... So i have more freedom in NCC or not??? THat depends on me.... haha... So i am back home for the course and now back to my usual life.... I wanna KBOX and eat Seoul Garden... Zarinah... Yizhang... hurry.. I no MOney anyways..haha

Well today was a total freedom day as I am always at camp. At last i get some friends catching up activities.. Today i watch twilight new moon with zul and aze... Now i am damn tired. Tmrw need to wake up really early because Tmrw need to reach HQ by 7.15 becos we will be going to pasir laba camp.. I am getting buzzier as time pass by.. Hais facebook not working well today.. I got home at 10 just now... I went out of home at 8 just to practice the stupid performance for our syndicate and i can assure u tht the dance is .... Ugly aaha. It is simple yet not complicated yet not stylish... Tomorrow is first aid course and the day after tmrw is gonna be adventure course training... Wah now i am so tired and facebook is playing games with me.. I am so lonely... haha so random but it is so true..

COC or Cadet Officer course is really really fun as my syndicate that is west district is so much fun and sporting. We are the most noisiest and close syndicate in that course.. We even created a group facebook. We became so close in just 4 days. This week is gonna be more fun as we get down to business. SMA and adventure training and live range an dinning in at nee soon camp and Suntec is gonna be so much fun.. Cant wait.. Tmrw got meeting hais... 8 in the morning some more and i have yet go to sleep.. So today i really had a boring day as i didn't go out.. I missed Zul house warming. I fell bad that i wasnt able to make it.. KK i gtg. That is all.. I nvr bring hp to camp and course so this whole week i can contact you guys only after 8pm and on weekends... KK cya around... Wish me luck in this course...

Well today is the first day of course and I've learned alot. Wat i've learned is to change the way for leading and teaching. Just a 1hr lecture and i've decided to change alot of tradition in NCC.... Hais today was basically lecture on leadership and admin and also SAR21 handling and test. The SAR21 test was easy unlike the M16 rifle. We all pass the first test and more test will come.. So tmrw is all about visit to army sites and it'll be fun but when it comes to waking up early to go to camp everyday is troublesome. Tmrw going out early to prepare for grad nite gonna do my hair and grooming. Hais i am so not going to be confortable with my hair tmrw.. Whole new look for the whole new me.. I hope i will be able to learn alot and change during this course that i will be going thru for 12 days. A new person and a new day and a new phase of my life...

Well school had ended and everyone went their owns way later on. Tmrw is the day when i will have a course from 7.30am to nite everyday till my POP. So sad... Grad nite is reaching soon.. I will be missing lots of things. Hais... This year is the most hardest year for me and I gone through alot this year.. Alot of friends quarrel. To be truthful i have never fought with friends alot of time but this year is the year that i have the most problems.... I handle everything shakily becos i have never deal with this kind of problem b4.. I am really thankful to all my friends for helping me to be the person i am today without them i think i will still be the old me which is lack of confidence. I always live in a land of fantasy last time and now everything have change and i am living in reality already. If i am sleeping or dreaming again pls wake me up... Now I am really sad right now.. I am going to miss everyone.. I am just scared the i cant remain faithful to you guys.. So forgive me if i am going to neglect u guys for new friends.. I dont wish for that to happen to me or you guys... So keep in contact and for some of you guys/gals dont forget our plan 10 years later aite... Will all of us remain as friends starting from next year? Will we neglect our friends next year? Will we be forgotten by our close friends? These question keep playing in my head.. I hope all this wont happen by we cant avoid it becos it is nature of life.. So wat message i am trying to convey is that we should not neglect our relationship and friendship and dont leave any of our friends one step behind us. I am going to miss u guys... See you guys soon i guess....

Farewell

Finally i found my theme for the grad nite.. the theme will be...B&W haha... It is gonna be fun and gorgeous...

YAY tmrw one more paper and i am happy like hell becos after all the suffering of studying this five years finally it has come to an end but still it is still sad becos we wont be having fun in class like usually pranking each other, the jokes, the lame jokes, the lame story. Wow cant believe tomorrow is the last paper.. I feel great but sad at the same time.. Well be not sitting in class anymore..Faiz lame jokes, Dilla beauty sleep and asthma jokes, No more mrs Cute, No more divorce and marriage, No more disgusting jokes by YZ, No more ah lian teachers, Father and mother, Bollywood P.E, no more nonsense trick, Sleeping picture, Group acapella at the back of the class(Boon and gang), No more PPT, no more captain ball, no more playing with visualizer, no more drawing on boards, pictures, celebration, black market(pasar malam) bazaar and no more long stories... Hais this is so sad..... I am gonna miss all of you and all of this stupid things haha.. SO MISS ME TOO AITE!!!

So all my so to be called hard and difficult papers are over but there is still the easy one coming so i am not in a holiday mood yet since i nid to score for both my malay and Science paper 3 because the paper 3 marks can cause my comb science paper to fail.. I did badly in sci both phys and chem but i think i can pass the paper if i did my MCQ properly because if i get A1 for my science paper 3 that is really good and it can help me to get better comb science grade.. I nid to put in more effort in this last two papers than i can spread my wings and fly to places where i have never been to. So now not the time for holiday mood yet for me but to others maybe yes.. Think carefully guys.... This is just a piece of advice..

"TAKE ALL YOUR PAPERS SERIOUSLY NO MATTER IF IT IS THE EASIEST PAPER BECAUSE EVERY MARK COUNTS...."