............Spending Time thinking thinking thinking..........

So I think i am losing some friends already. I need to find a way to get to them back but now all bz with work.. Haish..... SO i only got my cadet officers to depend on..... Lukily there is them if not i will be too lonely and not social.... I missed my close pal, ex-wife, my husband stealer, gatal girls and boys and etc... haha.... So lately I've been trying to get to be close to them again but i dont know whether it worked or not... So many things happen to me and i dont even know whether it is real or fake.. It was like just a dream!!! Fantasy!!!! Fairy!!! lol haha.... So recently i have been watching all these gory and scary movie and i dont know why... People see me as sadistic person after i told wat i watch everyday..... Haha i am not scared of gory stuff already... Gory gory gory... So i got lots of story to tell my best friend but we have no time to meet.. Well today has been a very tiring day for me.. It is my PMS day... haha... I am not a girl but it is just the day i will blow up even for a small fault... Haish been having this personality lately... Maybe i am to stress.......Haish... OKay that is all... SO i just wanna say that i missed my school friends...