Feeling lonely!! Scary

Hello there again!!! Now i am really lonely and bored. Everyone got partner to talk with but me nobody.. now Watching things on death on youtube. Quite scary lol. Got suicide one also seh hte girl jump off from the window...Eeeeee. So scary if we see it with our own eyes.. Wah now feeling really lonely. Now i know wat ppl think of me. It is all my fault. But my best friends will be there for me right?? Now trying to cheer up so now watching Snsd gee music vid.. Very cute lol.. Lonely me haha.. I want nobody nobody but you!! haha This week i think is the best week i guess. At last after so many days i get to see Israfel again. Well now in school i feel like there is something missing. I dont know wat is it. I'm gonna find it out. Also I feel like my friend are keeping lots of thing to themselves and they feel the same way too bout me. Gotta find that out too. BTW This is for my kembar, So will u tink the thing u talk about when we three must have the talking session about problem will happen or not this month? Look like it is difficult. Hey that guy is stubborn wat to do. Even do i am his Best friend, he still dont wanna tell me his prob. This guy is problematic. hais... Well pls cheer up Usamah...