This Or That Come on make up your mind!!!!!!....

Hey again. and now my problem have just come to me... I think back to the past and i noticed i change alot in terms of my behaviour. From good to bad but i am trying to maintain it but now i am hardheaded. Now i have to make this one decision that is this or that it is a 50-50 win or a 50-50 lose but either way i will still win. Just a bit of ajustment and i am gonna be okay. So now the decision is in my hand but i can't just leave one like that so i and gonna pick both and make sure i treat all of them the same. One problem solved but soon a new problem will rise from the dark. The problem that i dont even imagine of. My worst nightmare will soon begun so just sit back and watch my life as it turns from bright to dull or the other way round.. Changing is hard. I know it bacause i just did it.