Changes

Hey welcome again, Todae i am going to post about the topic changes. I hope u have been following my post
until date. I think u also ahve read about the post at fathin blog . She post something tat actually
affect me a little bit. Well after one of my friend, athirah, read the blog she felt sad well i also feel
that way too but i must control my emotion. But the fact is that i still cant accept when she said about 
changes. She said that i have change big time. Well actually i don't change at all. 
I just do wat i must do that is choosing the right friend. 
The true me have never change i just Dont want to be weak but i guess 
physically weak i think so but i am still mentally strong and one more 
thing i always put other 
people in front of me That is my true self and i just discover it when
i had a msn conversation with athirah so thanks alot. I always been putting
others infront of me.
To me i just dont want to see my friend to get hurt I rather get punish. 
So i am always protecting others but i didnt think about myself . 
I like it that way. 
Well everyone change when we get more mature. 
I met alot of people who had change Alot. 
I too have change but the friend that i have long time dont 
talk to is becoz of some reasons. 
Like my oldclassmate from 4A1 i really miss the old time but 
time has change and i too has change. 
Nobody can change time or noone can avoid changes. I dont 
think that i change alot but if i did, 
pls tell me what. i cant possibly be the same. I have to toughen 
up myself that y i have talking
some rude words and pls dont tell me to change i am tat way.
I want to release my anger
but i just dont release my anger to anywhere but it is kept deep
in my heart until one day when
i will burst and that day is unknown. So pls dont continue to make
me angry cause my life looks
happy but i am misery inside.......

P.S.: Sry to all my friend that i have forgotten but we have to move on.

Guess LIFE have CHANGE so MUCH .........