Dream came true

My wish to go to the Prostage trip is a succcess i help them give out flyers and guess wat i am going there for free i will be the person who will also be working and it is going to be fun yay.....

Sick.....Roses? Cupcakes!!!

Hey there!!! Todae I am sick down with flu. Runny nose from morning u knoe it is very hard to catch that RUNNY Nose.. Get it?? Runny as in running okay nvm... Actually todae suppose to go to tampines to give out the prostage flyers but sick so nvm... Well Ejay called me to tell me there will be training tommorow and i guess at night. I nid to go bcos i need to perform this coming sunday. hais so tiring bcos practise start at 9 and should end at 10.30. So gonna be very tired. Need to work to get money for my trip to malaysia and thank god that Ejay gonna subsidies my fee hehehe. I hope kak pipit will subsidies some of it. If they subsidy like 15% then it will be great... 

Also valentine's day is comin tis saturday. So Friends and love ones get rdy for surprise by my group. Y.U.M.A (R). You guys and gals gonna bring lots of gift home. Cupcakes, Chocolate and also maybe roses or jelly may be yours. 6 more days to valentine and also b4 i forget this friday is total defence day and there will a UG (uniform group) Competition so dont forget to watch the competition kk maybe i will be in there and SYI there will be A...... U knoe who.... Come down and support NCC and throw eggs at other UG haha. THanks. Opppssss gtg i just saw my runny nose and i gotta catch it.. Get it now RUNNY nose the nose running. Nope u dont get it .. Hais okay nvm....

Long time since Update

It has been a long time since i have updated my blog bcos buzy buzy buzy. Well this march hols gonna go malaysia for the Prostage trip so nid to get ready $310 by now and i guess there will be a 50 50 chance that i will be going bcos scared no money.. I hope can pay after the trip please ejay can pay for me first then later i pay back after the trip. I hope i can collect exactly $310 by 10th feb. ...

He is Comin Back!!!

Well many have been asking whether the news about Syahmi returning is real. Well It is true. Believe me. He will be back in singapore on the 21st dec because at the end of dec his cousin getting married so for any info on the return i will tell u guys via blog or through passing of sms... Also he need ask us for a rewang on the 25 dec so please sms me or tag me if u wanna come. Limited spaces only..... So hurry...

New hindi movie and a must watch!!!! + Trailer of the movie...

Big NEWS!!!!

ATTENTION!!!! ATTENTION!!!!!!

SYAHMI IS COMIN BACK TO SINGAPORE ON THE 21st DEC. HE IS BACK FOR HIS COUSIN MARRIAGE CEREMONY!!!!!!!!!!

ALSO ASKING ME TO ASK YOU GUYS TO HELP HIM TO REWANG AT THE WEDDING!!!!!!

Alot have happen>>>>>>

Well last sunday i was suppose to work at ritz carlton hotel as a photographer for prostage wedding event but instead i became a co-ordinator. Hais alot to do and i got less sitting and resting. GOt one time the dancers only have 5-15 min to change up for their second performance but instead they took about 25 min and i contact them but to but their walkie talkie bat was weak. So the host was asking me to hurry up so i went out of the ballroom and went to look for them and there they are waiting for the lift. Haiss so many thing to remember, handle and do. First timer duhh. So something happen to those who are working that day at sembawang. Two of the prostage were slacking and we get complain. The kompang also cockup and was ask to compensate the money that is $500. Haiss doing this job is no easy task. SO i joined the tarian. Waiting for training cant wait. I can catch dance step fast becos i am a fast learner. But i feel bad because i was not there to cheer up this person bcos i was working. This person suffers when i meet the person at the meeting point i get to say hello and the persom eyes was different and the person didnt act like the person always do. The one think that i feel bad about myself is not to be able to cheer him up and also to say goodbye to the person. Haiissss i hope you're okay. Zul sry for not being there aite. THen today b4 i want to use this comp i have a very weird feeling. DOnt know wat is it. So i hope to have good futures and also hope that everyone will pass their N-LVL.

Nothing Better TO do..

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far.
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

SOme quotes and lyrics from the story A Walk To Remember. It is such a beautiful story and i watched it over and over again but once every year bcos the movie remind me of something. Hope u guys also have watch it b4.

I read other people blogs and well some of the blogs are dealing with love life, Friendship and some just got nothing better to post.

This week is a buzy week for me.

I hope zul is not mad at me for suddenly changing my mind about the job.

This sunday is gonna a big day for me.

Everyone seem to be bz with their own things now.

N-Lvl result coming out on the 18 of December. (Mr Mustafa told me just now)

Today there is a school open house but i am not going to take care of my sick mother.

Some people having to much problem and some people dont.

Trying for interview with fee, zul and az at IKEA.

Is, mimi and kencek interview for jobs at bukit timah IKEA but from wat i know there is no IKEA at bukit timah but there is only COURTS.

Lucks to all those who just gone for any interview.

Hope u'll get the job.

I'm Lost rite now.

I feel like having a tarot card or read fate thingy.

It is kinda cool.

I dont believe it but i just wanna do it for fun.

Could this get any worser.

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

Hope that everything could be like old times again.

That could happen if there is only a miracle.

Secretsss

I cant believe it when i hear it. Is it the truth but I truly believe this person. Guess secrets are not meant to be secrets bcos one day it will be unveiled by some ppl or themselves. Wah i know all my family and friends secrets and life but they dont know mine. My family doesnt know me when i am outside and my friends even you who are reading dont know me when i am at home. My personality changes when i am at home and outside with friends. Totally different personality. Guess now all of you are truly curious how do i live my life. My parents and siblings dont know my friends outside all the smokers, Naughty and more is just a secret of my own and nobody knows and my family thinks that i have very little friends. Its true tat i know how to handle my secret very well. Everything tat i say and do to you guys is planned b4 hand. Like if u ask this, well i got the answer in my brain. So sometime what i may say is fake and some may be true remember this some only is true but who know. Only i knoe. Well where did i get all my money from? How i got money? do i work? just started working also... So that all is my secret. No one knows me better and and most of all no one know all and everything about me. All of u only know not even half about me i think u guys only know about a quarter. This message to everyone of u either very close to mee or my enemy. No one knows the real me that is the real deal. Try asking me but you will or never get the true answer. Maybe only............

Guess my LIFE is MYSTERIOUS........

Something that i am feeling right now

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Amin's and Kencek's b'dae outing/camping and something

Well the b'dae outing was great and i survive both night and morning but some didnt. Hahaha. Here is the full story. So first i went to azeana's place to collect the tent. wait a minute b4 going there i bake 26 choc cupcakes and they are superb and delicious. So then after collecting the tents i went over to Zul's crip to put my stuff at his home. Then went to Frisay Prayers and gosh we were so late haiss... See ah Zul who ask to shower very late. haha. Then after that went back to his crips to collect my item and his item and also to wait for him to slice the sushi. So slow. Then Mimi came up and them sat with him. Talk rubbish with him. Then after that called evon asking her who will be comin so she told me that some girls are comin. So went to 505 and then sat there till 5 while the time was 3 when i was at 505. So early right. So waited and waited. Oh i forget about my hp batt. Well i charge it from 11.30 - 12.30 but my batt is still missing one bar and after the prayers it only left with 2 bars haiss.. So back to the story. Waited for so long for all of them.... Wow to my surprise the no of people is more than i expected and the food not enough. SO collected $2 from everybody to buy food and drinks. So walk to bb mrt and then straight to pasir ris and our campsite. Haisss my group were lost at pasir ris just dont know how to get to our pit haha. So Is's group reach already but didnt saw my group so they thought they are at the wrong place and then they move somewhere then after a shortwhile my group arrive and then we set the tent. Soon Is's group also arrive and get rdy the fishing equipment. My group handle tent and food while Is's Group handle the fishing. So at nite they go fishing until the next morning and the survivor is only me, kencek, Aizat and firdaus. So little ppl well i was bored to death actually. Then at 5 am kencek wanted to buy rokok but never get pass haha. So the others was like asking me to buy but i didnt haha. SO kencek went to mac while we sit at a table at other place. Waited for kencek to bring food. And u know wat we 4 share a mcmufin and i guess i get the smaller portion. Well that all i have to tell. wait there is more. Never mind next time i tell u guys.hahaha.

Guess my LIFE can be too SECRETIVE and too SUSPICIOUS........

Roses picture taken on my own

my cousin Wedding

Congratz to both the bride and the groom. Fizah & Airi. The wedding was great and this is only two of the picture there will be more soon. I will post about more of it on the next post....

Today jalan jalan / A day at Azeana crips

Well today was fun Just finish watching HSM3 at the movie with Zul, Kenchik and Joe. It is a good movie but my bladder spoil the ending hais. So ppl are playing MERCUN under my block rite now and it is so noisy becos it sounded like gun shot. Those ppl are brainless. Should report the police or not??? So back to the movie. Well everyone was late except for me bcos i am the  first one to reach there eventhough i am from harbourfront doing secret job down there, I still manage to be first bcos i took taxi ahaha. Well we had fun watching ppl trying to win either a psp, nokia music xpress hp or a nintendo ds and boy kenchik was funny bcos everything that boy lose he will like go insane until he is stress out so to prevent that we went out early. So the movie was great.

So now another story, this took place last wk at az crips. Me, zul and fee went to az crips to watch mirrors but as usual me and zul are late ahah. So i then reach az home and i gave them two bags of popcorn and four chocolate and sufirah like it. So actually zul cant make it but after i psycho him he made it haah. I am a psychopatic person hehehe. So then we watch the movie and i think it is slow and so i didnt concentrate onthe talking part but i concentrate on the scary part. So az mom went out and now the place was like zul's. He conquered every pillows and the glasses filled with coke on the table he finish it. I was like damn it and fee was like y my drink is finish and zul will go ur glass has a leak i think. So after watching mirrors got nothing to do so played poker card and zul and az taught me and fee to play some games. SO i played it like a idiot bcos dont know how to play it rite.   So after that we all go out of house and oh yah b4 i forget i noticed that when az mom is at home zul is very quiet and well behave but when az mom is out, he started his madness. So where was i oh yah zul had to go to gym with the guys and as for me i went to mac with fee and az. wow and i was full after comin out of mac ahha. I am talkative though at mac. haiss. 

YUMA outing... Swimming

Pic of me

A picture i found in Dilla's blog. Hey dilla dont mind me takin it from ur blog aite. Wat again i look like a caucasion guy. hahaha. See her blog. But nice picture of me though. ahah

Hari Raya Outing 2nd day

Just a picture on the 2nd day of YUMA raye outing. More update to be posted soon aite...

Prostage work first day...

The picture above the picture of my first day of work with prostage and let me tell u all that it is very tiring bcos we did the hidang hais.. SO many complain. I tell u all more on the next post...

Chupke Chupke Pyaar Hai.......

Well Chupke Chupke Pyaar Hai was a blockbuster but the ending is not happy because the conflict in the middle of the story lead to their separation. All of them separated from each other. Meer, Sharma, Rahul and Rina went their separate ways and lead their own life happily and some not to happy. The story ended with tears on everyone. The story was a hit in the bollywood industry haha. So that is all hope u enjoy the movie.........

Feelings

Losing A Piece Of My Soul

I came to you the hour I was in pain
Looking for answers, I cried to you in vain.

I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart,
I knew then you'd be my friend,
I knew it from the start.

Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through my life,
You picked the pieces up and help me through my strife.

When home wasn't home to me no more,
You opened up your heart, and opened up the door.

We cried into night until the early morn.
We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns.

As time flew, the air grew thick,
I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick.

The day had arrived,
When it was time to say goodbye.

Now I sit alone,
reminiscing the past I'd blown.


Betrayal

by Dan McDonald
An echo fades into the night,
an eerie mournful sound.
A shooting star disappears from sight,
and I crumble to the ground.
There is no life within this garden;
my sobs are the only sound.
I have poisoned the honeyed fountain
where your love could be found.

Dazed, I stare at the stars above,
my grieving howls fill the night!
Unintended betrayal of love
has hidden you from my sight.
I remember how it used to be
when we shared our fears and delights.
You are a treasured friend to me.
How can I make things right?

Feeling afraid, cold and lonely,
I long to tell you how I feel,
but you don’t want to hear me.
The pain for you is much too real.
Should I back away and build a wall
and block away how I feel?
Or, should I give you a call?
We both need some time to heal.

An echo fades into the night
as our friendship disappears.
How do I know what is right?
How can I ease my fears?
If I do call you again,
would the old wounds reappear?
I can’t stand to cause you pain.
Hurting you again is my worst fear!