Well today was a total freedom day as I am always at camp. At last i get some friends catching up activities.. Today i watch twilight new moon with zul and aze... Now i am damn tired. Tmrw need to wake up really early because Tmrw need to reach HQ by 7.15 becos we will be going to pasir laba camp.. I am getting buzzier as time pass by.. Hais facebook not working well today.. I got home at 10 just now... I went out of home at 8 just to practice the stupid performance for our syndicate and i can assure u tht the dance is .... Ugly aaha. It is simple yet not complicated yet not stylish... Tomorrow is first aid course and the day after tmrw is gonna be adventure course training... Wah now i am so tired and facebook is playing games with me.. I am so lonely... haha so random but it is so true..

COC or Cadet Officer course is really really fun as my syndicate that is west district is so much fun and sporting. We are the most noisiest and close syndicate in that course.. We even created a group facebook. We became so close in just 4 days. This week is gonna be more fun as we get down to business. SMA and adventure training and live range an dinning in at nee soon camp and Suntec is gonna be so much fun.. Cant wait.. Tmrw got meeting hais... 8 in the morning some more and i have yet go to sleep.. So today i really had a boring day as i didn't go out.. I missed Zul house warming. I fell bad that i wasnt able to make it.. KK i gtg. That is all.. I nvr bring hp to camp and course so this whole week i can contact you guys only after 8pm and on weekends... KK cya around... Wish me luck in this course...

Well today is the first day of course and I've learned alot. Wat i've learned is to change the way for leading and teaching. Just a 1hr lecture and i've decided to change alot of tradition in NCC.... Hais today was basically lecture on leadership and admin and also SAR21 handling and test. The SAR21 test was easy unlike the M16 rifle. We all pass the first test and more test will come.. So tmrw is all about visit to army sites and it'll be fun but when it comes to waking up early to go to camp everyday is troublesome. Tmrw going out early to prepare for grad nite gonna do my hair and grooming. Hais i am so not going to be confortable with my hair tmrw.. Whole new look for the whole new me.. I hope i will be able to learn alot and change during this course that i will be going thru for 12 days. A new person and a new day and a new phase of my life...

Well school had ended and everyone went their owns way later on. Tmrw is the day when i will have a course from 7.30am to nite everyday till my POP. So sad... Grad nite is reaching soon.. I will be missing lots of things. Hais... This year is the most hardest year for me and I gone through alot this year.. Alot of friends quarrel. To be truthful i have never fought with friends alot of time but this year is the year that i have the most problems.... I handle everything shakily becos i have never deal with this kind of problem b4.. I am really thankful to all my friends for helping me to be the person i am today without them i think i will still be the old me which is lack of confidence. I always live in a land of fantasy last time and now everything have change and i am living in reality already. If i am sleeping or dreaming again pls wake me up... Now I am really sad right now.. I am going to miss everyone.. I am just scared the i cant remain faithful to you guys.. So forgive me if i am going to neglect u guys for new friends.. I dont wish for that to happen to me or you guys... So keep in contact and for some of you guys/gals dont forget our plan 10 years later aite... Will all of us remain as friends starting from next year? Will we neglect our friends next year? Will we be forgotten by our close friends? These question keep playing in my head.. I hope all this wont happen by we cant avoid it becos it is nature of life.. So wat message i am trying to convey is that we should not neglect our relationship and friendship and dont leave any of our friends one step behind us. I am going to miss u guys... See you guys soon i guess....

Farewell

Finally i found my theme for the grad nite.. the theme will be...B&W haha... It is gonna be fun and gorgeous...

YAY tmrw one more paper and i am happy like hell becos after all the suffering of studying this five years finally it has come to an end but still it is still sad becos we wont be having fun in class like usually pranking each other, the jokes, the lame jokes, the lame story. Wow cant believe tomorrow is the last paper.. I feel great but sad at the same time.. Well be not sitting in class anymore..Faiz lame jokes, Dilla beauty sleep and asthma jokes, No more mrs Cute, No more divorce and marriage, No more disgusting jokes by YZ, No more ah lian teachers, Father and mother, Bollywood P.E, no more nonsense trick, Sleeping picture, Group acapella at the back of the class(Boon and gang), No more PPT, no more captain ball, no more playing with visualizer, no more drawing on boards, pictures, celebration, black market(pasar malam) bazaar and no more long stories... Hais this is so sad..... I am gonna miss all of you and all of this stupid things haha.. SO MISS ME TOO AITE!!!

So all my so to be called hard and difficult papers are over but there is still the easy one coming so i am not in a holiday mood yet since i nid to score for both my malay and Science paper 3 because the paper 3 marks can cause my comb science paper to fail.. I did badly in sci both phys and chem but i think i can pass the paper if i did my MCQ properly because if i get A1 for my science paper 3 that is really good and it can help me to get better comb science grade.. I nid to put in more effort in this last two papers than i can spread my wings and fly to places where i have never been to. So now not the time for holiday mood yet for me but to others maybe yes.. Think carefully guys.... This is just a piece of advice..

"TAKE ALL YOUR PAPERS SERIOUSLY NO MATTER IF IT IS THE EASIEST PAPER BECAUSE EVERY MARK COUNTS...."

2PM new album cover.. This is gonna be fun haha. I cant wait for the song.. Soon. soon. soon. Well today POA and i studied for it and it was quite easy but i am not confident about my marks for all my papers except for math. I am scared haha.. So i was just watching TV from just now and suddenly i caught a flu. So random. So now i want KBOX, Movies and seoul garden. It is all a must... Been waiting so long till my paper gonna end and it will finish in just a few days... Haha kk that all i have to say.... CYA!!!

well 5 more papers to go  and i am super excited for the final paper. I hope wat plan will come true.. Hais i got nothing to do now. Waiting for zaza to finish exam so i can go study at cdans later... KK guys that'ss all i have to say today so see ya..

Well yesterday slept at 3 in the morning cause typing down some history notes before going to sleep. I studied n focused on Stalin topic and also Korean war a bit and guess what both of it came out. I was lucky and the question was easy to answer and also easy to understand. Kidaridaga Jichinda is the new song of 2PM.. Wow only left how many days till school is officially over and the long holiday. I guess it is only a few days left.. one week i guess... I nid to focus on POA next and i am free becos only left MCQ science and Malay paper 1 and 2. Then i get the rest of the year off except of the CLT course. I think i wont be able to go to the school event i think. I just have this bad feeling. weird leh. I dont think they gonna give me one day off.. hais. This is troublesome.. I hope i survive the camp and come back from the camp and change into a new person like Sir Ahmad did. Cant wait to go through this phase of life... KBOX and SeoulGarden is wat i want for a long time...

Today SS paper was easy but chem was too hard for me. I was struggling actually but i try my best to remember lots of stuff and i remember alot actually. I didnt study CHem at all i just read through my file and worksheet 1 hr b4 exams. haha.. So my luck i guess. I am so bored and i nid to check my history worksheet and try my best to remember my history stuff.. Cold war cold war cold war is important right now.. Hwaiting

Well last friday i went to NCC camp and it was boring though except for the last night the is this morning at 2 till 5. Torture time and motivation time.  At last i have the courage to do this alone!! My cadet that i control really changed the next morning... But wat is important is my O'lvl paper tmrw. Know i am damn tired but i nid to stay up to watch my show becos I have been waiting for one week for the next episode of that story to start.. I want to to kbox after O's. One more bad news: I cant communicate through phone becos my phone screen is broken and the phone is than messed up so i nid to send repair. But one problem... I have no money.. So how??Hmmmmm....